ThornsOfPain

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from da chapter thingy by ThornsOfPain, literature

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from da chapter thingy

" all my life i thought i needed to be in an asylum or su=omething. I could never think staight, but sometimes my body just works on an instinct..I showed everyone my happy side, which i knew was growing fainter each day. All my life my mind swirled into deepless thoughts about everything and nothing. I feel as though nothing has a beggining at all. I remember when I was 6, I wondered who I was. Whoever she was I definitely didnt like. She frowned way too much and never seemed to be happy. I liked to think through other people's lives, feel wat they feel, think wat they thought. Now I know. That i had been waiting for the day after all

Till Death Do Us Part by ThornsOfPain, literature

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Till Death Do Us Part

Till Death do us part… It was a gray morning, but the fellow town members were glad to have such a person be disgraced and stripped as this. Stripped from one's powers was most painful and shameful and now should the process take place of none but a sixteen year old boy. "Forever should you be imprisoned from your powers and such...for such a powerful and dangerous demon like yourself, you are lucky you are still alive" The great man raised his hands at Ivan ..and we saw blue lights of vibration coming from the struggling boy no older then sixteen. Not soon after the lights began to fade and the boy fell to the floor weak as ev

A poem by ThornsOfPain, literature

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A poem

In this lasting swollen hole where lies my breath my heart my soul yet of this wreched breaking heart could i ever find myself again whole yet in this neverending darkness should i ever find the light of true love and righteousness of the one that should ever bite this blood dripping from this deep dark wound as i retrreive back to my dark cacoon wondering greatly how the light so bright would ever find me in this world of fright and should i ever find myself again may my happiness and joy to my loved ones I'll send

um..a song..? by ThornsOfPain, literature

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um..a song..?

Every day, I felt like giving up Too the sadness i've been feeling so long Every second past comes up like acid against my skin Just want to cut the pain out inside my heart Dont want to keep it inside like a waiting bomb Just want to scream untill all I've felt will never win Just want to get it over with Cuz I feel like I'm falling Right into a deep black hole Cuz I feel as if soaring into someones deep black thoughts Cuz i feel as if Im not only me but every one besides me Cant get rid of the pain inside my head Just want to Fly To the sky, let the darkness fall behind me Just grow towards the sun instead of wilting lik

One of the random chapters by ThornsOfPain, literature

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One of the random chapters

It has been about two weeks since she died. 2 weeks untill i was finally ready to go to her house. At the door step, I hesitated. Why not? I thought. Its not like her mom actually blames me... But I knew, she should have. She could have. The door opened, making me jump back. Almost falling I caught hold onto the rail and pulled myself to a really pale wrinkled sad face. "Erm, um, hi, hm-" I stuttered. What was wrong with me? "She wanted something that she thought you should need. Ive seen it already," she hesitated- clearly not really wanting to show me. Though she motioned me to follow her anyways. Whe went to a staircase that led to a pla

Simon forever by ThornsOfPain, literature

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Simon forever

bang bang and then everything is gone Its almost surprising how I moved on How I even promised you that I would live How I always thought we'd be together- through thick and thin How we danced through the nights together, flying soaring through the ware house, screaming, laughing Full of joy, full of life, we sang and danced through the nights Everypain that has stained is now gone and every stain that has pained is now clean I dont even know now, wat i mean

Simon by ThornsOfPain, literature

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Simon

you dont know how much u hurt me i know u are just trying to be urself but thats destroying me we have to stay away from each other or else we both might die u dont know how much u hurt me i just want to help too but so far i realized no one has ever gotten me this deep in my hole of depression as u do u just as depressed, even worse u couldnt even help me I wished i could find someone who could who would, but i cant find anyone my classmates, my friends- they would never understand but u, u seem like an equal like sumeone who would actually care but I know that it would never become a happy ending

This is my friends poem by ThornsOfPain, literature

Chapter Two by ThornsOfPain, literature

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Chapter Two

Chapter 2 Collin Colin Lancaster! My eyes shot open to nothing but the sound of the beating rain again. I sat up and looked to my left where I saw my room mates breathing softly. For once, had my training done me good, I thought. I got up and quickly dressed into the clothes I had gotten at one of those stores most say were good. It was a black T-shirt and a pair of long black sweatpants. It's a Sunday, I thought. So that means I will be going on one of those monthly trips with the rest of them. Grudgingly I made my way downstairs where I saw Lissa, whom I had met on my first day. She was eating a plate of fried eggs

Chapter One by ThornsOfPain, literature

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Chapter One

Chapter one Lissa Staring into the ceiling, I listened to the soft music of the rain beat on the attic roof. I wondered what was going on downstairs that was causing so much noise. It was a Saturday at the orphanage and I wasn't much for one of their dumb 'important notices'. Almost everything in this orphanage was either captioned or capitalized, for any reason I have no idea what. There was a knock on the door. People have such a knack for knocking my door for no reason, I thought bitterly ignoring it. Obviously that was a mistake seeing that the one who was knocking was one of the staff members, Dahlia. The one I hated t

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Secrets by ThornsOfPain, literature

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Secrets

Of these secrets that i keep Oh how they make me want to weep As the nightingale flies by me I wonder of it's sad melody Of how and why is such as a bird be so sad, its almost absurd Yet the pain inside me grows and grows as the blood from my wrists just flows and goes Of these scars I have, no one knows Fire burns, and ashes make my fear hidden well in my wake I dance gracefully among the others hopefull to keep from their bothers And so of these secret I keep the ones that make me wanna wrists now cut my wrists and turn me dry as I die and say Good Byes.

A poem Of heart by ThornsOfPain, literature

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A poem Of heart

Of wings of consciousness and shadows of great disdain Of secrets that I held of locks, their great pain There lay a secret to be told It's pain unknown of how bold A thorny flower, this rose, has made this hole Bleeding inside the heart of the bleeding soul And cracks of comedowns from the past Like ancient ruins, they shan't last Though of the heart lay beating still As the silence grew and grew It's waiting there, waiting to break free Like a trapped bird inside of me Waiting for someone to come along And set this little black dove free

Out of Air by ThornsOfPain, literature

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Out of Air

I cant describe it This feeling I'm out of air and out of mind I wish that i could find my life again the one that has gone wondering with the wind Oh how I wish i could go along but this feeling has held me back This feeling I'm out of air And I feel like there's no turning back As i tried to swim to shore I realize I am swimming further away from it This feeling I cant describe Like I'm out of air

To all u poets by ThornsOfPain, literature

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To all u poets

The dreadful poems that I have read the ones that fill me each night with so little said I wonder of the lives they live or were they lies i randmly bid Of autumn storms and winter nights and spring's everlasting rain I feel something holding on clutching on like a feined And so these dreadful poems i read and of the ones i write i wonder how deep they sound but even with a bite I wonder how so many lives can suffer oh so much or how much truth will there be in the end May truth that I will send

Chapter One by ThornsOfPain, literature

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Chapter One

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This is my friends poem by ThornsOfPain, literature

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Simon forever

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Favourite genre of music: Rock, Emo, Metal
MP3 player of choice: ipod video/camera
Wallpaper of choice: black/indigo with the wonderful stars and moon
Favourite cartoon character: Bart Simpson
Personal Quote: Its not the dead you should fear, but the living.

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the interview with the vampire

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Linkin Park, The Fray, Staind, Evanescence

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ThornsOfPain

Jan 12, 2007

Devious Journal Entry

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open your eyes and look outside find the reasons why youve been rejected and now you cant find what youve left behind

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ThornsOfPain

Jan 7, 2007

Devious Journal Entry

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hmm... "continue the story"  :o.o": he goes out with my friend, helen. My best friend, Alex strangly helps me go thru this by torturing me with reminders of that. tho i guess its because of everytime he says something of that I kick him hard, where ever *cough* *cough* Now his leg is all black and blue. I "love-sick" Alice said something on the phone, but I couldnt hear well... gosh, and I'm leaving in two months.... already almost everything reminds me of him... or its that I think of him too much. I get a killer headache whenever I dont have Any contact with him whatsoever and when i do, i get so scared I completly make my self look ab

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ThornsOfPain

Jan 3, 2007

just how much more PATHETIC can i get?????

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I called him... him: hello? hey.. um.. yeah? um.. can i ask you something? sure umm... uh..did you..um...did you.. -gap* me: did you know that I like you? no ok, now you do y *hang up* pathetic isnt it? and guess what? this happened on christmas eve... I am fucking pathetic.